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We just hung up and I was thinking again about how badly I miss you. Reading your post makes me miss you more than I already do. The sweet things you said in it made me feel warm.

Never have i felt such an intense connection with someone than with you. Never have I felt the need and urge to be around someone as much as I want to be with you. Without you it’s dark around me, and not because i haven’t payed the electric bill but you bring light into my life. You make me see things clearer than I have ever done.

The things we’ve gone through indeed made us face some hard times. But we grew closer from it. People say if it doesn’t kill you it only makes you stronger well stronger we’ve become indeed. We are here and still standing facing everything together as a unity.

It’s so easy to love you and do you know why, because it comes so naturally. Indeed you can be yourself with me but I feel so free aswell with you to, I don’t need to put up a mask of joy or strenght when I’m with you. Plain old melle can be himself. You make me feel comfortable with who I am and I don’t need to hide my true self with you. I can be the geeky computernerd, the comic-book loving child, and the sci-fi loving nerd that I am and you accept it (well unless i keep ranting on and on and on about things, but hey that’s understandable, i wouldn’t want to hear myself either blabering on and on about how Spiderman got cloned by dr. Warren who later turned out to be The Jackall, who in fact actually was puppet without knowing it himself of Norman Osborn ( the original green goblin ) ok I’ll stop :p ;)

With you I can let me emotions out. I can cry when I’m sad. Feel cranky when things go wrong or when i get irritayed. I can even be as happy as a child when we’re in a toystore and I see an Optimus Prime figurine. Yes i can be it all because you make me feel myself. Therefore loving you is so natural it’s almost as easy as when you breathe, or walk. It’s a part of my life. Without you it would be as if would be physically impaired. No arms to use or legs to walk. I would be helpless and don’t know if I would have the will to live on. I would turn out as a vegetable.

I’ll stop for now cause i feel my eyes closing. I can’t wait for tomorrow to come when you’re with me again. I’ll probably start kissing you all over as soon as I see you…… be prepared pussycat cause this tiger is ready to jump :p

Mwah xxx I love you sweet sweet maki

26 November Permalink
Just an FYI: I was laying in bed and noticed that it has been quite a while since I’ve posted anything hahaha. People who know me know that I’m not much of a blogger. Only on rare occasions or when I remember to do so I make a post. Well people here is one :D The reason for this one is that lately I’ve gone through a rough period. Sold my home, needed to move to my new home, and with it all came stress…. believe me I’m not easy to be around when overexhousted, near a breakdown and totally cranky all at the same time. One person stood by me all through this. She understood me and stuck with me. Lifted me up when I felt crushed down. Gave me energy when i was drained. Gave me shelter under her wings. Held me when I felt down. She was my pillar on which I could lean. To put it short: Lina you were, are and will remain in my eyes fantastic. Eventhough she has her own problems to take care of, she was there for me to build up our future. Man this woman is amazing throughout exhaustion and pain she kept on going and still found time to give me strenght to carry on. If I think of the things she’s gone through and of all the things that have been done to her. And how much she has suffered. I can only have respect towards her when I see how strong she still is. She keeps on smiling, keeps thinking positive and looks ahead into the future. Where other people would have given up she keeps on going and keeps fighting. Never have I met or will I meet a person that as strong as my beloved. Everyday I spend without her seems endless. I can’t wait till she arrives at my doorstep to hold her in my arms and kiss her sweet lips. She brings up the best in me. Fortunately it won’t be long that I will wake up every morning beside this gorgeous woman. She also awakes my animal instincts. In the good way ;) when i think of things that she’s gone through unfortunately my animal instinct awakes in a bad way alswel. I’m by nature not a violent person. But thinking of the people who have caused her any harm (physically and mentally) my heart breaks and fills up with rage. Raw untamed rage. It makes me seriously want to injure those people. And not because they’ve done some minor things but serious shit without even realising what pain and damage they’ve caused. Fortunally she got stronger through out it all and it doesn’t bother her. I think that makes her a stronger person than I am. Cause if I would get my hands on to someone who has hurt the one I love, the one that means more to me than life does, I would incinerate them. I would mash their bones to pulp with my bare hands. Snap and break every single muscle and bone in their body and make sure that their existance is wiped from this planet. Believe me or not but I could. But who is their to calm me down and stop my rampage. The one who has been harmed is holding me back. Be lucky is all that i have to say to those persons. that being said……….. honestly I’m really not a violent guy. Thing is that, when someone hurts her (or thinking of people who have hurt her) i go mental. Knowing all that she has gone through and seeing how strong she is today makes me feel proud that she calls me her man. I truelly am the luckiest man in the world cause I can call Lina my wife. She’s all i need and or ever will need for that matter. I thank god for each day that I can spend a minute with her. Thank you Lina for being a part of my life. I love you and will keep on loving you untill my journey on this world ends. Me

Just an FYI:

I was laying in bed and noticed that it has been quite a while since I’ve posted anything hahaha. People who know me know that I’m not much of a blogger. Only on rare occasions or when I remember to do so I make a post. Well people here is one :D

The reason for this one is that lately I’ve gone through a rough period. Sold my home, needed to move to my new home, and with it all came stress…. believe me I’m not easy to be around when overexhousted, near a breakdown and totally cranky all at the same time. One person stood by me all through this. She understood me and stuck with me. Lifted me up when I felt crushed down. Gave me energy when i was drained. Gave me shelter under her wings. Held me when I felt down. She was my pillar on which I could lean. To put it short: Lina you were, are and will remain in my eyes fantastic.

Eventhough she has her own problems to take care of, she was there for me to build up our future. Man this woman is amazing throughout exhaustion and pain she kept on going and still found time to give me strenght to carry on.

If I think of the things she’s gone through and of all the things that have been done to her. And how much she has suffered. I can only have respect towards her when I see how strong she still is. She keeps on smiling, keeps thinking positive and looks ahead into the future. Where other people would have given up she keeps on going and keeps fighting. Never have I met or will I meet a person that as strong as my beloved.

Everyday I spend without her seems endless. I can’t wait till she arrives at my doorstep to hold her in my arms and kiss her sweet lips. She brings up the best in me. Fortunately it won’t be long that I will wake up every morning beside this gorgeous woman. She also awakes my animal instincts. In the good way ;) when i think of things that she’s gone through unfortunately my animal instinct awakes in a bad way alswel. I’m by nature not a violent person. But thinking of the people who have caused her any harm (physically and mentally) my heart breaks and fills up with rage. Raw untamed rage. It makes me seriously want to injure those people. And not because they’ve done some minor things but serious shit without even realising what pain and damage they’ve caused. Fortunally she got stronger through out it all and it doesn’t bother her. I think that makes her a stronger person than I am. Cause if I would get my hands on to someone who has hurt the one I love, the one that means more to me than life does, I would incinerate them. I would mash their bones to pulp with my bare hands. Snap and break every single muscle and bone in their body and make sure that their existance is wiped from this planet. Believe me or not but I could. But who is their to calm me down and stop my rampage. The one who has been harmed is holding me back.

Be lucky is all that i have to say to those persons. that being said……….. honestly I’m really not a violent guy. Thing is that, when someone hurts her (or thinking of people who have hurt her) i go mental.

Knowing all that she has gone through and seeing how strong she is today makes me feel proud that she calls me her man. I truelly am the luckiest man in the world cause I can call Lina my wife. She’s all i need and or ever will need for that matter. I thank god for each day that I can spend a minute with her.

Thank you Lina for being a part of my life. I love you and will keep on loving you untill my journey on this world ends.

Me

17 November Permalink

- Lina -

My Lina. I’m looking at how cute you’re laying here in bed beside me. You’ve got your left hand again beneath your right cheek facing to me. I can hear your soft breathing. Your body feels so good next to mine. I simply can’t get enough of being with you.

xxx

10 August 1 Permalink
- Wish you were here :( I’m proud to be the man by your side, and I will always cherish the moments we’ve had / are having and will have in the future. You’ve touched me like no one could have touched me before. You’ve conquered my heart and blessed my soul with the joy that you bring into my life. I just woke up because I missed you…(so I went looking at some of your photo’s :P ) Wish you were here maki xxx jouw spechtje

- Wish you were here :(

I’m proud to be the man by your side, and I will always cherish the moments we’ve had / are having and will have in the future. You’ve touched me like no one could have touched me before. You’ve conquered my heart and blessed my soul with the joy that you bring into my life.

I just woke up because I missed you…
(so I went looking at some of your photo’s :P )

Wish you were here maki xxx jouw spechtje

28 July Permalink
- Eye Caramba ;) No words can describe how I feel when I look in your eyes. Every emotion is so genuine. You can’t deceive someone with those beautifull eyes. That’s another treat that makes you rare in this world aswell my sweet maki; honesty. I’ve never met someone who is so honest, loyal and sincere as you. They say that the eyes are the mirrors to ones soul. Well in that case you have a pure & beautifull spirit (but I allready knew that :p )

- Eye Caramba ;)

No words can describe how I feel when I look in your eyes. Every emotion is so genuine. You can’t deceive someone with those beautifull eyes. That’s another treat that makes you rare in this world aswell my sweet maki; honesty. I’ve never met someone who is so honest, loyal and sincere as you. They say that the eyes are the mirrors to ones soul. Well in that case you have a pure & beautifull spirit (but I allready knew that :p )

28 July 1 Permalink
- Our weekend in Belgium We went away for a weekend to Belgium in march. This photo was taken where we stayed. It was all fantastic in one word. We resided in an castle and had a wonderfull and romantic time there. We weren’t the only people staying there but to us it felt like there was nobody there exept us. A castle for my queen (and of course our subjects who served us…*restaurant / roomservice*) Having the little ones with us was great too. They enjoyed the trip aswell fortunately

- Our weekend in Belgium

We went away for a weekend to Belgium in march. This photo was taken where we stayed. It was all fantastic in one word. We resided in an castle and had a wonderfull and romantic time there. We weren’t the only people staying there but to us it felt like there was nobody there exept us. A castle for my queen (and of course our subjects who served us…*restaurant / roomservice*) Having the little ones with us was great too. They enjoyed the trip aswell fortunately

27 July 1 Permalink
- One of our moments :) To clear all thoughts of misery that is going on in the world and to clear my mind. I always… ( yes always :D) take a look at my wife before I lay my head to sleep. even when she’s not near me. (than i just look at a photo of her :P) ;) xxx  ♥ Lina ♥

- One of our moments :)

To clear all thoughts of misery that is going on in the world and to clear my mind. I always… ( yes always :D) take a look at my wife before I lay my head to sleep. even when she’s not near me. (than i just look at a photo of her :P)

;)

xxx  ♥ Lina ♥

20 July Permalink
- Nuff said, don’t you think?

- Nuff said, don’t you think?

20 July 1 Permalink
As i said before: Don’t treat others as you wouldn’t want to be threated.

As i said before:

Don’t treat others as you wouldn’t want to be threated.

20 July 1 Permalink
Threads of Gold: Parasailing donkey used as a commercial stunt, WTF! ⇢

So today, it was a quiet day at work, the system was down or something so i had not much to do. As we work for a newspaper we were only allowed to visit the newspaper’ website. So, i was catching up on the news until i stumbled upon this headline “Parasailing donkey stunt sparks police inquiry”…

These sort things are the things that prove that mankind is as dumb as a ass (why that expression even became i don’t know cause for i know donkeys are not as dumb as people think)
Why in godsname would people find it funny or even amusing to see a donkey experience such a fear that its screams (FOR ONE AND A HALF HOUR) of peril even make children cry.They should let the ones who came up with this idea go parasailing without the parasail. maybe that would be funny to see some idiots being dragged through water and coming out with their flesh torn apart and waterfilled lungs. (maybe than they would experience what that poor animal has endured. Oh no wait they haven’t experienced the anxiety of falling to your death as had the donkey who ofcourse doesn’t understand that the parachute would keep him in the air. The thoughts that would have gone through the poor creature’s mind would have been that he would smash to the ground and that this “fun ride” would be his last EVER. Maybe if we’d shove those people  of a bridge and make them bungeejump without an bungee they would understand?

Men think that they are superior in every way to an living being less evolved as they are. but this this just proves how idiot mankind can be.
As an animal lover when my wife told me about this incident I was struck with disbelieve. How can man be so cruel when it comes to living with other beings. But not just only animals even other human beings are tortured every day. I really hope that as this has been a worldwide issue that nations all across the world would now consider better ways to treat animals now they’ve seen the reactions the public has given to this outrageous spectacle.

May this poor donkeys screams have caused a better way of living for him and the rest of the animal kingdom (as some of them are at the brink of being extinct).

People please treat every living being as you would want to be treated yourself. That’s not only my view but i’m strenthened in that cause by my wife aswell.

Source: missleilani

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Name: Melle
Age: 29 *ouch*
Status: Married

Well my name is M. Melle is only meant to be used by my wife as she fondly calls me that. I'm 29 going on to 30. I have the most loving, caring and beautifull wife in the world > ♥ Lina ♥. We have 2 dogs, 2 cats and a rabbit. One of them ( Belle ) unfortunately lives with her parents. Neo lives with us and plays big brother over the others. The cats Mani & Buddha are terrorising our home aswell. The rabbit is called (not that original though) Bunny. We tend to treat them as kids cause we love them that much.
My interests are:
Spending quality time with my wife.
Watching movies/ tv-series.
Studying and teaching martial arts.
Gadgets / electronics.
Gaming ( mostly with Lina while we play the same games)

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